Short Story - Karina - Unfinished.

This is a poem I wrote for my friend Karina Nguyen.

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Light pours in from our windows.

It falls onto our walls,

Onto our wardobe,

But it feels uneasy on our bed,

Crumpled and broken.

You don't know it,

But I feel comfortable like this.

???

Your heavy breathing is hot,

It feels dense,

Your chest rises and falls,

The sheets trying to provide cover.

Your eyes flickering under your eyelids let me know you're dreaming,

You kick at nothing under the sheets.

I try to image what you could be dreaming of.

Is it me?

She's lied - Unfinished.

It feels horrible being on the receiving end. Don't do it. Please.

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She lied,

You pretend she didn't.

It feels horrible,

But you put on a face.

Why are you letting her do this to you?

What is it that makes you want to forgive her?

"I was home, with the girls."

Liar.

It's happened before.

"What did you do today?",

"Nothing.."

You pick it up,

But you don't want to say anything.

Just pretend, pretend you don't know.

Deal with it later...

Do you want to stick around?

Maybe she'll come clean.

That's it.

Maybe you hold onto the thought.

She fell in love with you,

There must be something...

I'm back, I'm fresh, I'm awesome. You all know it.

Heya guys! Yes I am BACK! It's been a while I know, there have been some highs and lows since my last post . . Which I think was around the time of Newtown Festival last year, sometime around Novemberrrrr.

So heaps of things have changed since my last posting;

I'm no longer dating Karen, things didn't work out.

I've discovered a voice within myself, thanks to the encouragement of the NYE crew hahaha.

Year 12 sucks, but I guess that isn't exactly new.

And other shit happened :D

My life is starting to turn around and I've got the right people here to help me along with that :)

This year at CAMParadise I volunteered as a group leader! I was the youngest on the team of about 21. The only one still in high school haha. Camp this year was such a thrilling experience, it was the 10th anniversary so it was BIGGGG, we had 200 attendees + staff there this year. It was so such an amazing experience working with all the group leaders though. Everynight for 6 nights we had group leader meetings, that started at about 10.30, and went until 12. If that weren't enough we then had to go up to the roof afterwards and practice for out group leader skit to be performed on the moonlight forever - a talent show kinda thing. It was so hilarious! I was given the role of "Inner Beauty", and I was gay . . yea thanks Felicia for suggesting that.

I'll have to talk about Camp further another night, I'm just trying to get my blog up again so it'll just be a short post today.

AND I WANT THESE DAMN SUNNIES. :@

Nguyen Sa Tran signing off 8)