Electric Feel (Justice Remix) - MGMT

So I'm new to this kinda thing, I only really wanted to start one after reading Tara's blog, morely her old posts when I used to be in them. I hear these things help you write. As in . . better English skills, idk, it doesn't seem like it's going to do much.

Thu made a blog yesterday, so I guess I'm lagging it a bit. Currently I'm "studying" for my mathematics exam tomorrow at 9.25AM. I had English and Engineering today, both of them 2 hours each. I swear Miley Cyrus is everywhere, on our tv's, in our home's, in our English exam paper's. Her song "the climb" made an appearance in my exam and it made me laugh.

I think I need something new, everyday feels the same now, and I'm starting to fall out with some of the people in the group I hang out with at school, it's just some of the stupid things that they say or do, but then again I guess I do and say a lot of stupid shit too. I'm sorry.

Right now I'm wondering what I'm going to do after I finish school, or if I'll finish school at all. I don't know wether to stay in school and decide on a change in my life ( it's not going to happen.) and try to do well in my last year of high school, or to leave now and see what I can do at tafe. Growing up scares me.

I wish I could just get to 18 and stay that age forever, I'll swear it to a portrait and it an grow old in my place. Dorian Gray is what I'm referring to right now, it was a book written by Oscar Wilde, He's awesome.

So I've been playing my ukulele (horton the elephant saetee) a lot, and my friends are getting sick of it, so I guess I should give it a break for a while, give everyone a rest from my AWESOMENESS . . . not really.

Right now I'm really missing my friends from camp, I wish we had a mid-year CAMParadise, it'd be awesome. Just the stupid things we say at camp, like SANDAYYYYYYYAAAAAA !! and LEONTANGLEONTANGLEONTANGLEONTANGLEONTANG until we run out of breathe. How Kc eventually gets all the ladies, Felicia and I bicker during lectures in the .. was it the Lecture Hall ? I've forgotten the name of the big room with microphones and such. "Wouldn't the only logical thing to do after you reach enlightenment be . . suicide ?" HAHA girl you crack me up, I'm glad we were partners this year for happy camp. CARAMEL FTW !! OOOHH AND OUR REHEARSALS FOR THAT PLAY ! I have never had so much fun practising for a play. "You have dee uhhh Quewpon ?" Ahhahaha classic moment Kase. Ah and our epic massages, and how "the lower it is, the more pleasurable it is . ." awkwarddddddddd. Time of my life <3.

I really miss Karen right now, I haven't seen her since last Thursday, and thanks to my great friends (Michael&Vivian + Annie&Harrison), going to school is a pain. It took me 3 weeks to say "hmm hmm hmm" to that girl, thats 3 weeks longer than my past relationships. To be honest I'm not the best person when it comes to relationships, and I am still learning. But with you learning is fun :) I know I made a mistake last Sunday, but know that at all times you're on my mind, and that I often play out things that we've done together out in my mind, like that bum in front of red lea going "DOOOORN ABEWWW DAAA GURRR!!" (don't abuse the girl - we were making out and he thought I was trying to rape her. Apparently me being affectionate looks like violence.) And you not being able to stand a couple hours with me without us kissing, the moment we had at the bakery near Woolworths with the $2 coin, the awkwardness of Vivian going "OMG YOU'RE HANDS ARE SO SMOOTHE!", the stupid things we say on the phone, and how peaches are yum . . . not really. The thing about sunsets, the thing about parks, and cricket pitches, and movie cinemas, and other various places that I walk pass everyday where we've had a moment. Oh, and detours. You make me really happy, in the smallest things; like your dislike of milk :) finding random photos on your phone of what you do at schoo and how you write KAREN<3NGUYENSA in highlighter, somehow whatever colour it's in seems to be my favorite colour at the time I read it, and how I reckon you'd look hot with your fringe up. Okay now I just feel really corny and gross. I hope you don't think this is gay. If you have the urge to break up with me after reading this then I understand, but it makes me happy writing this, not specifically to you, just in general, to myself. If that makes any sense at all.

Okay well I should get to studying for my exam tmr. I don't even know where to start. Alright, I'll wait for the tone of you hanging up before I leave. I love you.